Since my BFN I feel quite cranky about it all. I think that's why I took a break for nearly 3 years after our last Stim.
I honestly feel that the 2 Frosties left will only have the same outcome of the other Tx BFN.
Waiting on AF and wishing the flood gaits starts today as it's impossible at work when it starts.
Goodluck to the PUPO girls.
@Blossom74 c'mon baby cakes!! definitely still early days and i agree 13dpo is probably your answer. Can you go and see a movie where its cool and you can totally immerse yourself in the film and not think about anything else? whilst eating a choc top!!
Ive got just over a month before starting my last cycle, it will be here before i know it (cant believe its already mid march!!) but now it cant come soon enough. Ive had my egg donor ad out for a while now too and Im starting to see other people on there get donors and I keep having to remind myself that Im not ready for that yet - Im doing one more OE cycle!! Sick of waiting I guess. And then I feel sad that I won't have a child with any of my characteristics, not looks wise but I guess more the little things about my character. That is unless of course we get lucky and DE doesnt have to happen..uurgghh. Waffling really...
anyway Im cleaning, washing and working here and there today and we're going to the movies tonight to see spotlight. still stupidly hot. I'm over it!!!
tuxcat I can honestly say these two bubs feel no different to me for not being my eggs. It would be nice to see some of myself but it's a small price to pay to be UTD in the absence of any other solution - if it comes to that. Believe me you get over that bit of sad when you see the BFP if you go with donor eggs in the end. And dont forget about epigenetics. You do have an influence over the bubs. Still, you have one more red hot go in you, so good luck !! It will be here before you know it.
I thought long and hard about posting it on this thread, but here's a little motivator. Little girl yesterday at our 3D scan. I need to go back as they didn't get many good shots - it was a jumble of arms and legs and squished faces. 27 weeks now.
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Am I allowed in here even if I'm a '77 girl?
We've been ttc#1 for 4 years, in 2014 we found out dh' swimmers are too cr@ppy, ICSI our only hope. Here we are, still waiting for that first baby after 3 FETs and one fresh transfer. Currently experiencing a mc with my first IVF bfp.
I've been told to have me check for immune issues and an endo scratch. Atm I'm with a low cost clinic after many failed cycles with IVF A, I'll have to ask if they offer them. If not, I don't know what we'll do. I've already asked in another thread if Its possible to be treated by Dr M and have a FET/cycle with my clinic?
Well, it's Sunday. I'll rest today and go full IVF mode tmr 💪
thanks @JulieMalooley it will be the reddest hottest go I think we've had so lets hope it goes well! I keep thinking imagine if theres only 1 egg..wouldnt be the first time. Always nice to see a positive scan pic, fruck you've been through the ringer to get there you can always post pics imo.
Im ready to be UTD and if it means DE is the only way then yep Im all for it. I think Im just going through the grief thing, just have to hope we actually find a donor as its a very busy site with ALOT of people searching for one.
27 weeks wowsers! are they thinking c-section with twins or is it a wait and see thing? Have you got names sorted?
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