thanks @Caesardust. if by some miracle we make it through this one I guess there's nerves for the next stage. it'd be nice if we got a break sometimes.
good luck with your next cycle. when are you starting?
Hi everyone, sorry I'm out of touch with everyone's progress as always . I have to admit that I tend to stay offline at home now as DP has a chronic iPad/clash of clans addiction imo and as soon as I get on mine he goes for his which drives me insane (double standards I know). I usually catch up while I'm on breaks at work or working from home but have been so ridiculously busy at work I just haven't been able. Anyway, got my diabetes test today then taking my old dog to the vet to be euthenased this afternoon. I just feel so guilty. She has 'some' happy moments but is mainly in a lot of back and knee pain and being an inside dog who is now reliably incontinent due to the medication I just don't want to deal with it anymore. It sounds terrible I know but DP won't even commit to being the one who cleans up the accidents from now on even though he's telling me she can go on for a bit longer. 'Ok we will leave her go if you clean the floors from now on?' Him: beat around the bush and doesn't even give a straight answer. How frucken hard is it to spray and wipe !?? I can't even bend down for frucks sake ! Anyway, as hard as it is, I've reached the point of no return 😔
Sorry to hear about your dog @JulieMalooley. These things always seem to fall to the female. It's not an easy thing to do so take care. I had to lol about the gaming thing, it seems everyone nearly is addicted to something!! I'm constantly on my iPad half watching tv-the age of technology multi tasking😳 Good luck with your test today
winsor I've been talking to mothers about the fact that worry and fear never leaves you so I suppose you can rest assured you're completely normal. But I think it's just probably so intense right now. You just want so desperately to get over this hurdle. Really hoping all is fine. I'm just waiting at the moment. Waiting for paperwork to arrive from the hospital with a laparoscopy date. If they get it to me and it's before April I'll go ahead and have it in the public system. If it's not I'll go have it done privately in April when my insurance kicks in. Then I'm hoping to cycle in April if all goes ok. I'm trying to detox with my naturopath, take all the supplements including dhea and melatonin to aim for some decent eggs. This will be my last go at ivf with my own eggs I think. I've just bought a house so finding the money for ivf is going to be really hard now.
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