Sorry I have been MIA for a week - am traveling for work and not online very much - I have been following along though! Goodness I would have loved to have met up with the girls last weekend! That would have been fun :-)
Great news about @Blossom74's follies, sounds fantastic!! And good luck with the BT today @winsor, I'm sure it will all be absolutely fine. @Tahli your lining is FAB, I'm sure it will hold and improve for your transfer, that is very, very good news! @Billie2 I'm so sorry you've been through such hell with this, I hope you get some answers and find out if there was a mistake made and if it is possible for you to do another cycle or if there is a risk of the bleeding occurring again.
Hello @BlondeinBrisvegas! Sounds like you have a lot on your plate at the moment. Hope you're all Ok. We'll have to have our own catch up very soon. Once I'm back in a week I'm more flexible with my time so we might just have to organise that catch up with @JulieMalooley + belly.
Love to everyone else
we're almost in march. who are the march cycling ladies? Tahli, Blossom. I thought there were a few more
Thanks all. Ive deleted my BubHub app and will respond from email notofications. Im going to the GP tomorrow to get started on getting better and finding what happened. I have had 1 panic attack in the middle of the night so far with the images of the blood in the resuscitation unit. Last night I didnt want to go to sleep as I just have a horrible fear. My blood pumps so fast and I have to talk myself into calmness. I must need some sort of help as Ive never experienced this before. Im an ex-cop, so I have seen shocking things in my life that never bothered me. But when its me, and I have a son, I dont know, its frightened me.
Doing a crinone cleanout (this will be tmi) I had found a lump in there. Like a hard nodule type thing Ive never felt before. Im scared its like a plug so I dont want to touch it again. So I will bring this up with the GP and get a referral to a brand new gyno, who I want to have all my medical records. Im on stronger iron tablets now than the silly pre-preg supplements I was on. Im smashing all my greens and baking a roast beef today.
I am going to find a new yoga studio to yoga the hell out of my body and just get fit and healthy again. I wont consider any more IVF. Risking myself and depriving my son of a healthy mother is a way bigger fear than no more babies. And with both DH and I on the healthy change, who knows, anything can happen. We are slight male factor IF but unexplained. So a miracle isnt out of the question. Highly unlikely but not impossible. With ttc behind me, I think a huge weight is lifting. Its early days...
I am so thankful to have found this thread. You are so full of knowledge and Ive learnt alot. I will keep you updated on my medical investigation, as I think I need to put it out there if IVF was a contributor.
Best of luck to all cycling. xx
Just popping on very quickly to thank @Tahli for relaying my message. I am stunned that I managed to get 4 follies - and thank God I decided to up my dose of Gonal-F because that might just have gifted me the fourth one.
I am worried, now, of course. Worried that I will ovulate that big 24mm clunker before I get to surgery. I am cramping on that side today
I just did an LH test and it came out negative. Unless I surged yesterday (CD8) and ovulate later today I'm hoping like crazy it will be ok? EPU is scheduled for 9.15am Wednesday morning, trigger at 9.15pm tonight.
Do you think I will be able to hold out that long with a 24mm follie.
God, I was so stressed about making nothing and now I feel like saying "Slow down!"
Will pop back on tonight as I have to book motels now and head into work for a bit.
Hugs to all,
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