Seems so obvious now that I think of it but last night it occurred to me that my life is so revolved around house and kids that I literally have no other thoughts! No wonder I get depressed! Like even if I'm watching tv I'm thinking about characters with kids who do stuff or even just have work or other things going on and I'm wondering how did they organise their day so that everyone is wearing clean clothes, eating dinner and doesn't look like there is crap strewn around the house. Like I even watch peppa pig thinking mummy pig is always so calm and they go to the shops and buy 3 items or wash a small load and George is only 2 but mummy pig can sit and finish a whole cup of tea while he plays on his own... I wouldn't mind if my obsession with getting our house organised/ keeping on top of things was paying off but even with every thought focussed on house and kids we still live in utter chaos! Over the years my brood and house has grown and my world has shrunk! I'm really not cut out for this level of suburban domesticity! Just not sure what to do to break out of this??