I hope this is in the right spot!
Those who know me, know I am always the funny smiley one. So it's extremely hard for me to talk to a lot of people in my life!
I know I suffer from anxiety, and I also have Misophonia (sound sensitivity syndrome) and Aspergers. But the last week I have been in a bit of trouble at work and that among with other things I have been suppressing for months I just can't take it anymore. I've just spend the past few days crying when no one is around.
We have a housemate who is the most disgusting person who has ever walked the face of this earth. And I just can not be around him. It gives me severe anxiety to be around him when he eats. But my boyfriend (who I love with all my heart) and his have a bit of a bromance going on and he would never tell walker to leave. So I am stuck in the bedroom whenever Walker is home. As much as I love chris he never really takes things seriously and likes to turn everything into jokes so sometimes it's hard to talk to him.
I've taken he next week off work (and a plus housemate will be in Bali) to try and find "me" again. But I feel I may need professional help. But not sure where to start?! I'm also in the process of finding another job!