sunnygirl79, I really appreciate your reply, it's made me feel better! I didn't mention but I also had an extremely traumatic birth first time around which ended up with an emergency c sec under general anaesthetic. It was the most horrific experience and I would definitely need a lot of therapy if i fell pregnant again as the thought of labour scares the life out of me. Did you do any calm birthing the second time around or anything that made it better for you? I've been told due to what happened first time around I would have to have another c sec as they wouldn't risk a VB. But that is just as frightening for me as the first one I was only given half the dose of spinal so could feel EVERYTHING 😣😣😣 hence the GA as i was completely traumatised.
It's nice to hear positive stories, I know it's hard to know what will happen, how you will cope etc until you actually live it but I do feel a bit more positive about it now so thanks again hun.