@Heyside Hi there :-) i didnt comment on what you said about your friend but i totally understood. Some of my friends now who do know what im up to start to complain about their kids but thrn stop midway, look at me, start blushing and begin mumbling n backtracking and aometimes i think thats worse. Makes me feel like a freak (which i am a bit i suppose) or like im super sensitive, which I am too but i dont want people to think/know that. Apart from the insensitive whiney people, ive had my very best friend since high school have 2 kids in 12 months! Falls preggers at the drop of a hat and another good friend whose paraplegic have 2 kids during the rime ive been doing ivf and im like, geezus! (But i feel terrible thinking that coz she's lost so much and im really happy for her at the same time-crazy guilt complex.
@Tinachris 4 eggs is pretty good for girls like us. At least at this stage it makes doing the cycle seem worth it, yeah? I hope your fertilisation rates are good, fingers crossed and thinking of you xox
So, i was still deliberating when i got there, weirdly hoping there was only 1 left to make the decision easier, but my dr walked in with two fingers held up, gave me a hug and said i think you've done enough to warrant transferrinh both, if they both work, you can blame me. It was in a nice way, and i felt at ease with that and didnt feel like i was pressured or influenced in any way, so i transferred two. Even though i know they cant tell if they are eupliod/chromosome normal, the embryologist said they were a 2 cell and a 4 cell, they were even size celks and fragmentation looked good. She saud the embryos were of better quality than my last 3 day and 2 day transfers. Aaargh, im really goid at not being hopeful up until the point their in there. Ive already bloody named them and me n DH had a big what will we do if there's 2 convo in the car on the way home. Sigh....so i guess I'll just go crazy for another 2 weeks. BT on 26th april. But at least then if its bad news, i can take a month off with no ivf stuff to actively work on and i can usyally manage to get back to my old self in that time off.
Just did a ckexane jab, gosh they sting, although i dont bruise, just a tiny purple dot so thats something.
4 progesterones a day! Im only on 2 and now im like maybe i should take more.
Anyway ladies, thanks so much for thinking of me and for wishing me well xox