Hi everyone, ive been quiet on this thread for a bit because ive been thinking seriously about what to do for my next ivf. Ive been investigating donor ivf in greece. I still have my appointment with charlotte too. So ive got some plans together. The more ive thought about doing and paying for 2 or more OE ivf vs the thought of paying about the same for a really good chance at "having a baby". Ive also been checking finance stuff and seriously i cannot just keep spending on ivf, nor do i think i could continue to endure what happens to me now psychologically when i cycle. Going to brisbane and cycling repeatedly is gonna cost $ too but mostly i just cant endure the failures anymore so i kinda just want to get my odds of ivf success up if i spend money and do this to myself again. I do wish i had know about wazza from the start and done my 4 OE stim cycles with him in the first place. But im not unhappy with my clinic. They have been professional throughout and i trust their science and quality. So, it looks like ive become a greek egg donor girl over the last 72 hours. I have transitioned. Although @Gagingi nearly swayed me lol, i thought maybe a wazza miracle is still in my grasp?! So, i guess im still a bit undecided but ive spoken to embryoland. I feel all weird about being in the wazza appreciation thread, when ive never even met the guy, and posting about egg donation in greece. I felt all guilty like, joining another thread, like i was having an affair lol! Please tell me its not poor bubhub etiquette to beiing to several threads? So, if im quiet on here in terms of posting, im busy trying to work out how this greece lightning idea ive had will go. DH was like 'meh' about the whole thing IN A GOOD WAY :-) When i had this crazy idea on sunday night i told him everything which was basically one sentence 'i wanna use a donor and we have to go to athens'. He goes, 'so i have to go in a cup again, but in athens?' And i said, 'yeah' and he goes 'ok, thats cool' and went back to sleep. God love that man. I must not forget sometime that i am already blessed (even without a baby).