Tahli - oh good I'm not the only one that does it then!
[QUOTE=Tahli;8397341]It would depend on just how bad it was @Blossom74. But who knows. It's all a mystery up until the day. I might only end up with one to transfer out of the three, then I'd feel amazingly blessed just to get that one precious embryo.
I've gone from wanting a fairly natural FET and transferring one embryo to throwing everything at the cycle and being ruthless with the embryo quality!! I guess its the difference between me hitting rock bottom exhaustion, compared to now when I've had a few months off to recuperate.QUOTE]
Yeah, it's bl@@dy hard to know what to do sometimes isn't it. Have you made up your mind as to what the plan is once the last of those embies have been used up? Would you consider a completely new donor?
I swear, if you come back from CT with three embies on board I will be so fecking excited! Just hold a stick under me cos I'll be peeing with excitement anyway
Last edited by Blossom74; 05-02-2016 at 11:55.
Wanna hear something sadder?
Sometimes I get out my sticks from when I was pregnant with little blossom and look at those. I do it thinking I will relive that happy time, and then it dawns on me that not all of it was happy.
I guess I like seeing everyone's BFP sticks because it reminds me of that and there is the promise it might turn out well for someone else, even if it didn't for me....
I swear, feck this IVF cr@p. One minute I'm fine and the next I'm crying. It doesn't seem to matter if I'm on the drugs or not anymore, I'm just a bl@@dy basket case all the time. I feel like I'm going crazy sometimes.
Not crazy at all. Im at the stage when i cant be fcked doing it anymore sick of spending hard earned cash on cycles with low success rates or spending hundreds at health shops for vitamins hence why im looking straight to plan b.
@Blossom74 me too. My bfp sticks are in my draw and i look at them almost every night. Sometimes i feel hopeful it will happen. Other days i feel its hopeless. I'm going to wazza as my goodbye to this journey and to be totally honest im only going cause the psychic said his name in a reading. Bahaha want to hear crazy thats crazy. I cry then i dont. Sometimes i think of nothing else and other times i want to run away and never think about it again. Im constantly looking for signs from the universe that its going to work. Hahahah yep i know im headed for vailium and a padded room.
Hilarious @Blossom74!!! I think @BlondeinBrisvegas is a fan of the ol' triple transfer! I can hear @JulieMalooley's words ringing in my ears 'be careful what you wish for"!!
I'm bl~~dy determined for this forth DE cycle to work. I really have my fighting spirit back. You girl's have played an enormous role in that. I keep getting out my FRER sticks and wanting to be at that stage again so badly.
As you know, I've been looking for a Plan B ED in case mine can't donate again. It's not helping that my ED clinic won't confirm with me if she can donate again until after the result of the next transfer is know. Plus I don't know if Dr W would suggest changing EDs or not. Fingers so firmly crossed that I don't have to find out!!
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