At 7 weeks 2 days pregnant I have now lost my baby. My scan last week showed an empty gestational sac measuring 5 weeks. Today I have heavy bleeding (spotting for a few days) and my pregnancy tests are getting lighter. All pregnancy symptoms are now gone too.
I'm devastated. This baby was not planned but was so wanted. I was shocked and surprised when I first learnt I was pregnant, I was even scared. But I loved that baby instantly. DH never wanted a third baby so this was kind of a lucky break for me as I had dreamt of having a third child. Now that has been taken away from me and he will be having a vasectomy.
This is my third angel. It doesn't get any easier. A loss is a loss and it hurts. I have two beautiful children who I am so grateful to have, but I will never forget those who never made it.
My heart aches