@Bongley I agree the morphine affects them, I hate that stuff makes me tired and feel sick. They forced me to have it because of the fluid on my lungs they needed me to cough which wasn't happening on just Panadol lol
It's so strange how all of a sudden you are overly conscious of your own mortality, I never really gave it much thought and I've had heart issues for years (not related to what happened)
But now I've got him it really through me for a six with what happened.
I just feel ripped off I didn't get to bond with him those first four days like I should have been able to and all the nurses were doing lots of the things I should have been doing, every day I seen him it's like he changed over night he looked very different, it's amazing how fast the grow and change