My partner and I had a massive fight tonight. It started over something simple and escalated to something out of control. During this fight I asked him if I was the best thing that has happened to him. To this he replied that he didn't know what was the best thing, even though he knows that besides my children, he is the best thing that has ever happened to me.
I kind of feel gutted. At this stage he isn't sure whether he wants to remain with me. I am 26 weeks pregnant with his first child. SHould I just keep out of his way so he can keep looking for that woman that I obviously am not. We have been together for 2 years.
I spent ten years with the father of my other two children in a predominantly unhappy marriage. I wasn't instantly attracted to him, and now I feel like I am the one that my partner wasn't instantly attracted to. I believe that you only live once and that you should be the happiest you can be. I feel like my partner has settled. I have always had a low self esteem and never been beautiful to anyone. I just think that my partner should find that one woman who he thinks is breathtaking.