Ok I was just saying to my sister she probably needs a break too... She has been going since May in IUI and wasn't ovulating so it's exhausting. We have known since July that my partner had an issue and then the anxiety of not knowing if he had viable sperm... I was an emotional wreck... I've had to calm down as it's just not good for the body... Since we have been doing IVF this cycle apparently I have been a bit more snappy (I'm a pretty chilled person usually) so I'm looking forward to not having it hang over me... I did take another test this morning and stronger but I guess until I have the BT results I will be believing it... Like you I have probably tested a lot of months trying naturally so just haven't really taken it in and believing it actually!
I thought you had a frozen back up didn't it make it? I couldn't imagine going straight into another stim cycle even though it wasn't that bad but just the unknown of results and everything was a lot to deal with... I really hope it's just a late implanter xx