@billie hopefully its old and implanting stuff i wouldnt know i never got implanting blood with ds.
@Ruby16 that sounds really positive, yay for increasing numbers, and better sleeping... x
@Billie2 oh that 2ww calendar idea is tops! We all understand the gross and the panic... i hope its just crinone irritation and implantation... xx
@katt1011 fingers xd it gets darker still ... don't count yourself out until they tell you xx
@Leachpeach thats awesome!
@sunny79 great news... we're all a bit crazy that drive to be a mumma is hard to resist! fingers xd its lucky no3
@Majeen it is hard to stay positive when you get knocked down all the time, big hugs to you.. and don't ever apologise for letting your feelings out xx we all need to do that.... I totally understand this is not what I would have imagined our lives being ruled by, and I hate that... but its hard to not because then its like giving up and im not ready to give up either....
AFM - I hope i've managed to catchup with you all, been a bit got call yesterday from lab... only 1 embie made it to testing & freezer... little bit devastated... Trying to just concentrate on the one we have transferred already, and keeping everything crossed that 1 is tested as normal... this is so so hard...
@Billie2 If it's Brown, it can be anything. It can be a good sign too. Best of luck!
@Tanej78 So sorry things are not going as planned (what can you plan in this road anyway...). I totally understand your feeling. We cannot just be happy when embryos survived on day 3 (I had 7 of them looking good on day 3 and only 2 can be frozen as blasts). I was gutted as well but have to concentrate on getting myself healthy and best for transfer next month. You are right to concentrate on the one on board. Why is it soooo hard!? I only want one child and it's the hardest thing in the world for me. Hope the test gets back ok for the other one. Take care Tanej78...
@legallybrown thank you for understanding... from 8 years ago talking about how we're going to have 4 kids... and being broken down to one embryo at a time each one costing $$$$ it is so hard & heart wrenching.. fingers xd these little ones we have left are our take home babies
@Tanej78 Wow 4 kids! I never had that idea although I don't have to walk along this infertility road LOL Yep, it's hurt all of us physically, emotionally and financially. Luckily, we are doing ok financially so the most burden for me is emotionally and also physically (the egg collection I'm talking about...hate it!). I cancelled the overseas holiday this year so we can have one cycle this year (we have 1 fresh and 1 fet last year and haven't done anything this year since I got a new job at the beginning of the year) and my cycle got cancelled. It sucks when we blew our savings on this IVF thing but what is our choice. This is the life we all absolutely not sign up for.
Sorry for the vent. I couldn't help but worry about the next month and hopefully it's my month. I hope this is your month Tanej! Best of luck!
@legallybrown vent away... as we all do... we all understand it xx
@Tanej78 I did, she said its my period or you can still bleed with good news. Told me to hang tight. But this afternoon Im in extreme pain with cramping. It hasn't worked for us. I will be checking out for a while now. I need to accept & reflect & see if we will try again. And yes with the pain I am in I tested & only 1 line. I never make it past 12dpo and it appears that rule applies to my IVF cycle as well.
xx best wishes to the rest of the PUPO's..
I'm sorry to hear billie2 xx
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