@Tahli oh feking bugger it!!!!! come ON squinter
Oh bugger @Tahli I was so hoping your squinter would be coming up by now. I know you've still got time, but how frustrating The more I look at mine the more convinced I am that it's an evap line. I'm not going to test again today, if my urine is too dilute then it won't come up and I'll be putting myself through stress when really, I shouldn't even be starting to test until Friday. I will tomorrow morning though, I can't break my addiction that easy. Good luck hon, I hope it's just a sneaky little one biding his time.
Ta @Bongley and @Corbes. I remember when I was cycling with LB and knowing CT was an option. I remember thinking it would be the 'easy' route with a pretty much guaranteed live birth. It's just that it was very much a second option to an own egg baby at the time. How massively naive and delusional. Even with a DE it's still going into my body, and there-in lies the problem. It's also an extra kick when I know 3 other women have 5 babies via my ED.
You, of course, @Bongley will rock your final DE cycle.
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Ta @BlondeinBrisvegas. I've been so close to getting something resembling a pre-squinter but it just turns out to be indent lines, shadow lines, evap lines, line eye etc. It's like it's always on the border but never gets over the line (pardon the pun) to look like @Summer's gorgeous squinter this morning.
@Summer I'm going to stop testing so frequently too. I'm not going anywhere near CW for more tests. As @Corbes mentioned, my evening wee is the strongest so 8pm tonight it is. If I wasn't so impatient I actually wouldn't have started testing til 12dpo, tonight.
And just as a side note re your diluted test this morning, when I got my grey indent line lastnight I'd eaten watermelon so my urine was really diluted. The tests that I'm holding on for as long as possible are duds! Odd!!
Tahli it's so frikin hard. It's no guarantee that's for sure I am dreading next week, my nerves are already frayed and I've realised that I just won't know before xmas day (DPO15...fek knows when my BT will be?), all the POAS in the world isn't going to tell me jack until the HCG booster is out (done on DPO6) I really wanted a few days in my own home on my own to come to terms with it. (we're flying up north to be with the inlaws on the 24th)
I'll arrive and be like, 'No thank you I won't have any wine' and then the next day 'GIVE ME THE WINE! I know it's 7am, GIVE ME THE WINE' *sigh* I know, I know it may work but right now I just can't see it.
Come on fertility gods, give tahli a line tonight!
I really feel for you and your Xmas timeline and travel plans @Bongley. I'm really struggling to get into Xmas and I usually love it. I can't even get my head in the zone. Gosh I hope Santa is listening to you Hun and you won't be drinking wine at 7am Xmas day, instead you'll have your head over the toilet throwing up!!
@BlondeinBrisvegas I went back and re-checked the test I just did, obv way outside the timeframe, and there's a minuscule thin grey evap line. I know you would have binned it at 10 mins but I'm just looking for any hope at this stage.
Geez I hope this is the one for you @Bongley - what time is your transfer?
I hear you about the wine thing! If I actually do end up with a BFP I'll be just five weeks at Christmas and won't be drinking, but too early to say anything - damn!
@Bongley $27 packs of 7 from CW. I just did a wee without testing. I'm so proud of myself!
8.30am is a brilliant time for the transfer of your gorgeous little poppet. Will you do anything nice tonight to get you in a positive calm head space?
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