Guilt - 17 mth old is plonked in front of tv
Worried - rebiopsy for possible cancer recurrence tomorrow
Annoyed - weather is crap and local playgroup has broken up
Lonely - family in Ireland can't tell them about biopsy as sisters baby due any day (she lost 2 at 14 weeks so is stressful)
Confused - hardly see friends as my toddler is only non school child, I know they would like to help or just be support if I need it but I feel we've grown apart too much I don't know what help to ask for
Ugh just not having a good week...