hi @mrsthomo and @Annerley thanks for the kind words I'm feeling a whole lot better the last couple days especially after seeing the counselor who helped me see things from a different light. We are very blessed to have gotten this far and have a beautiful little embie currently being cocooned in my fat uterus lining (hopefully an implanted and growing one)
and @mrsthomo thanks for letting me know about the rollcall. I’ll definitely be doing a little catch up on pg12!
@Evelynmoo does the thought of having a c-section entice you more than having to go through a natural birth with no painkillers, or is that only really the last resort because its better for you to go natural due to the spina bifida? I haven't thought that far ahead, although i am scared that if i do get pregnant that my uterus will rupture or whatever due to my adenomyosis! @stillfuntryin – holy guacamole! 8pound baby!! My hubby was an 8 pound baby. You are amazing to have gone through that on top of 9 months of physio with the constant worry for the bub!
So this morning I did something a little naughty – I POAS! I’ve been having major cramps the last few days and feeling like I’m getting my periods, but they’ve never been this intense this far away from my period. I’m 7 days from my BT and, 5dp5dt and 12 days post trigger shot. I got a very faint second line. I’m not sure what to think of it. I knew it could be a false positive coz of the trigger… so in a way, I think I just wanted to see what it would be like to have a second line on that darn stick! 3 years of staring at that thing and wishing so hard for a second line!!!!