Thanks so much everyone. Am on my second glass of wine now and a bit p!ssy! I'm a cheap drunk :-) Had many more kids come by, so I wiped the tears away and laughed and joked with them.
Had a phone chat with a friend who send a pic of a guy she wants to "smoosh between her thighs" so am laughing through the tears. I hope I get the chance to be a Mummy soon, whatever way it happens.
@JulieMalooley I'm thinking of you and praying so hard all is OK. I hope it's a great big nothing and there's no more bleeding. If you're worried and want to head to hospital to get checked out, just message me and I'll come and hold your hand - you're not that far away!