I keep chopping & changing between thinking he would never do anything like this to us to absolute broken heart sobbing that I must be a fool for trusting him. I so want to be wrong & give him the benefit of the doubt & I love him so much it hurts. I also think it doesn't fit in with his character, but it's hard when you're faced with concrete evidence in the search history. However, if like a few of you have said that anything can pop up in your search history then maybe he is telling the truth. I asked him again, please just to be honest with me. He said, 'I am, I've done nothing wrong. I never googled it.'