Jennski that is exactly how I felt on my last trip. I was absolutely positive we were throwing away another few thousand dollars for nothing. It was just going through the motions and even after getting back, I just knew it was going to be a BFN... it was like - 'lets just get this over with so I can start looking for our new donor'. Seems I was wrong. And for the record I am NEVER wrong LOL. But yep, negative feelings help me cope. When I'm right about a BFN its like 'ah well, no surprises there, lets get on with it'. Bad attitude but it works for me. I'm still waiting for something to go wrong now. U/s this afternoon after last weekends bleeding but to be honest I actually expect that everything will be ok - which is really unusual for me.
Huge congratulations @klm0511 on baby Kira - I can't even imagine how special it must feel