Haha no pressure from you lot is there !! I too had a great sleep finally. I had to knock myself out to do it, but however I got there I don't care, too many nights of around 3 hours sleep has turned me into a raging bear (that and the state of the house). The test has been sitting in front of me for about 15 minutes now and no miracle early double line has developed no matter how hard I squint - sorry I can hear all the groans from here lol. I've just put my super iphone torch behind it too and nup. Not even remotely disappointed or surprised, tomorrow and the next day though it may start being a different story.
I'm glad your intralipids went well @Tahli. My hand is still one huge bruise. Nobody at work noticed thankfully so I didnt have to make up a lie. Nearly everyone thinks I was just being a lady of leisure at home last week. I have had to flat out lie a few times to those people who asked 'where did you go' but oh well, I don't like it but its nobody's business. I have let a few people know I have high antibodies and am on steroids which explains the weight gain to them, and won't it be a miracle when those steroids are the thing that finally enabled me to fall pregnant !!! All completely true, I will just omit the little tiny fact about Africa and donor eggs lol.