Thanks so much for your support and kind words ladies. Reading up on here made the tears flow even more but in a good way as I am so grateful to have you ladies to talk to. I was at home on my own when I got the call as DP had to work - no choice. It doesn't matter how level headed you try to be the hurt is always bad. After lots of ugly sobbing we went to the movies last night and saw Straight outta Compton. This young teenage couple were sitting a few seats down from us and were carrying on talking, on their phones and making out (ew) throughout the movie - so annoying - in the end DP had a word to them and their reaction was priceless - cue uncontrollable giggling on my part that I couldn't not stop - talk about a roller coaster of emotions in one day!! Had the best nights sleep I've had in weeks and am feeling a little more positive today. 4 embies in the freezer, all blasts - the right one has to be in there somewhere right? Now to wait for AF which I'm sure is going to be a monster considering I haven't had one in 7months thanks to Zoladex...ugh. Hopefully Wazza is happy for be just to go straight on to FET.
I am so sorry @BecT. I feel truly awful for you sending so many hugs to you. I wish there was more I could say.
@Ducky01 luckily the client needed to postpone the shoot yesterday which I was really happy to do as i was a bl00dy mess. Try and stay positive for tomorrow love. You had 14 growing embies! And with those meds you were taking I'm sure there has to be some great ones in there. And yes. Those bl00dy pregnancy announcements - I just had another one on my Facebook on Friday. They're everywhere and I know the feeling you're experiencing. As happy as you are for the people it stings every time. Chin up and I'll be thinking of you tomorrow and sending lots of good vibes your way.