All I can say is, you deserve to experience love and to live the best life possible. If you want it badly enough you will make it happen. Whether that be getting a job, your drivers license, anything that makes your dreams a reality.
When I left my ex I moved into my dad's house, and then after my second child was born I went out and got a full time job. Even though you do have to factor in daycare fees when working, you're still better off than not working. As a single parent you get the maximum rate of childcare benefits so daycare is somewhat more affordable.
Anyway as I said, if you really want it you go out and do what it takes. I'm a big believer in things working out in the end. I wasn't prepared to let my life slip away and stay in a loveless marriage. Three years after I split with my ex husband I met my DP. We have now been together over 2 years and are madly in love, and have just bought a farm together in country Victoria.