I had a missed miscarriage last year in September, in fact it was the same time last year in two days weird, when I received my first ultrasound there was just a sac no baby
Then 2 months ago I had a chemical pregnancy it was such a faint line it was hardly visible then the next day I starting bleeding.
Which brings me to just over two weeks ago (21 August to be exact) I got a BFP! it was faint but visible, the next day I did another test and it was a slightly darker line but still faint.
I am almost 7 weeks and am really worried, I have purposely waited till i'm past where I was when I had the missed miscarriage last year (again weird I was pregnant the exact same time last year) anyways I will go to the doctor next week when i'm just over 7 weeks, in my mind there was no point going sooner in case I miscarried again. I'm terrified i'll end up on that bed with no heartbeat and no baby....I know it's completely natural to feel this way after failed pregnancies but it's still so hard, you worry at every symptom loss and fleeting ache or pain in your lower abdomen...you get stupidly superstitious and are scared of even talking about being pregnant or talking about the future it's the worst ever! You want to be excited like everyone else however fear of losing another one stops any joy at the moment....Has anyone else had the same scenario?