I need some words of inspiration guys. This is wearing me down and I'm starting to lean towards the next FET being our last go. DP and I need to have a talk about what he seriously wants because the next step after that is another $20,000 for donor number 3 and he's only going along with it to make me happy. I don't know what I want. As I said earlier, or in the CT IVF forum, not sure... I don't have the driving need to procreate, but I want that happy, fulfilling family life with my DP and I want to see him as the wonderful father he's meant to be. I said to him last night if this next FET fails (embies no. 18 and 19 btw) maybe we should give it up as a bad joke and plan a wedding instead. He's not even worried about getting married FFS ! Said it doesn't make a better couple necessarily and we don't have the money anyway. Arggggghhh man throw me some scraps would you ?? Baby or marriage or neither or both, just make a decision man !! I think this prednisone is making me moody and depressed already. @Chiefsgirl how many times and until how many weeks do you need to continue the intralipids?