@Skyler Oh shiz Luv, I hadn't realised you were struggling quite so badly emotionally Luv
What a lazy mole that you work with!! Don't feel bad for losing your shiz about her, it was probably about time a few home truths were said!!! I'd love to be a Vet Assistant/Nurse but I know deep down inside I'm probably a bit too sensitive and would be spending a lot of my days dropping my bundle and taking shares in Kleenex!!! I know it's not all bad though Luv. It's what stopped me seriously considering becoming a Maternity nurse as well when I was a teenager thinking about what career I might like to do. I'm too much of a frucking sook!!
Anyhoo...I'm glad you have the insight to know that you need to speak to the counsellor and you need that kind of specialised help to get things back into perspective to help you get back on track or make decisions etc. I really hope tomorrow's appointment helps get you back on an even keel mentally and emotionally
If you lived closer I'd flick some Valium your way just to see you through!!! Mind you, I think it's prescribed for animals sometimes too??? In which case, you could probably help yourself!!! LOFL!!!