Hello! Thank you for thinking of me! Bubba is absolutely amazing, i cannot stop staring at him all day! He is perfect. Sleeps for 7 hours overnight..im in newborn heaven atm!
As for an update..FOB is 'staying' here, i wouldnt say living yet. He is making a huge effort abd absolutely adores his son. I think the birth, especially since it was an emergency situation and we almost lost bub, really woke him up. However only time will tell what happens down the track. For now i am starting to feel like i do deserve better, and doing this on my own isnt as daunting as i felt it was before he was born. Therefore he has alot of work to do before he is accepted back into a relationship situation. For now we focus on the baby and get through day by day. We are also slowly getting to know eachother again.
As for the wh*rebag, as far as i know she is out of the picture but who would know. I dont think she is as she freaked out when the birth got close. She actually text me and told me she just liked the attention and never wanted him. *****!
I couldnt give a hoot about anything but my son though, its very empowering. I have everything i need in him.