Take learning that new bit of information as the blessing it is, it frees you up to stop wasting time and emotions on this hideous tool. You tried, he didn't. Wipe him off like a piece of dog turd on your shoe.
Time to start focusing on yourself and the gorgeous little newbie you will be holding in your arms soon! Queeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, it can't be too much longer now 💙💙💙