I hit my breaking point tonight & i cant cope with my anxiety & pnd anymore. I love my ds more than anything & its devastating to me that im such a terrible mum to him. So anxious & angry all the time. Im sure he hates me.
I cant hold off anymore, i know i need medication, but i cant stop crying at the thought of exposing my precious ds to that through my breastmilk. I dont know how to wean him, he wont wean. Im a bad enough mum already without exposing him to strong adult medications as well.
Those of you who have done it, how? How do you live with it? I don't know if I can do it to my son. Id rather run away & leave him with dh, he'd be better off without me in his life anyway & thats better than giving him medication