I'm so upset I'm crying over it right now. Stupid mummy feelings.
I had a terrible night with the newborn so this morning DH gets up to tend to DS.
Since newborn stays unsettled all morning, I hear and get glimpses of what's going on in the living room.
DS has been stuck on the IPad for 45min, not impressed so I call him in so we can read stories.
There I realised he has a dirty nappy and I overheard DH telling DS he needed to change his nappy over an hour ago.
Again not impressed with DH parenting skills. Leaving your kid in a dirty nappy and alone with the iPad for one hour?!
Since newborn doesn't sleep anyway, and I'm now upset for DS in top of overly tired I decide to get up and take DS somewhere.
To all my suggestions (park, zoo, library, ...) he says "no with mummy. Go with daddy" 😐
Then DH proceeds to yell at DS for something trivial cue huge breakdown for DS and again he doesn't want any cuddles from me, but crying for DH.
I feel so rejected and useless for both my kids.
No point to this thread just a vent I guess.