Darling @Yasna I could write an essay but I'm on my phone about to pick up my kindy kid
My DS was a scheduled CS and I honestly wouldn't change a thing! It was a beautiful experience and my 4.2kg boy was born at 41weeks with no sign of coming on his own. Afterwards my OB said I had made the right decision because there was no way he would have come out!
Trust your doctors.
I do understand how you feel because for some reason leading up to birth natural or CS is such a big topic but honestly once you have bub it doesn't make any difference!