Vix thank you for thinking of me. Yes it has been v difficult but that's ok. Reading this thread I see that many have gone through so much and have endured years of disappointment. Miscarriages and all the rest......we are all very strong and brave to embark on this path. I feel genuinely relieved and glad whenever someone on this site announces their pregnancy. It is because we all know what it feels like to go through all this crap. Meds, disappointments, heartbreaks. It is soul destroying. I like this site though because we also hear good news!!
You are right I am very methodical ( sometimes too much). I know we shouldn't question the clinics about the donors much but there are certain things I would like to know. I haven't spoken to either clinic but have emailed them a list of questions about their donor selection and care. Based on that I should be able to finalise my decision by the end of this week. We are looking at early Oct at this stage if all goes according to plan. Tomorrow I will have to do a series of tests as requested by Serum and with the help of the FS send the form back.