THANKS to all of you on this thread for helping to pick me up when I've been down- Tuxcat, Leisylou, Blonde, Bongley, Mustremainpositive and ALL OF YOU. You're the best!
Lol Tuxcat sounds like you had a great night, good on you And thank you so much for your advice and support. I think as you suggested I do need to get back to the counsellor and do some meditation and yoga. Something has got to change with my brainwaves. DH said I was talking in my sleep last night which I never have before.
MustRemain Positive I'm so sorry your egg did not fertilise properly. It's a big deal reaching the end of you OE journey. You seem very optimistic and I hope au naturale works for you, if not DE's. Wish I could be as optimistic as you.
Leisylou, hi, no DE are not for us. Our heart just is not in it. I would not have the energy to pursue it and go through all the hurdles for something I don't really want. I'm pushing it just getting through normal life as it is. How are you coping with the TWW? Hoping there's an embie in there just getting comfortable.
Emski, I'm so sorry you have a BFN after such a huge effort and all the travel.
Bongley, know what you mean about losing friends. I feel so alienated. This morning we met my sister, her DH and their three kids at the cafe at the end of my street. My neighbour was there with two of her three kids as well. My sister and my neighbour both had their cutsie little designer dogs with them as well, picture perfect families, kids in soccer gear. Made me feel like crap and the odd one out. Good luck getting all the ducks to line up with this DE cycle.
Emerald I'm sorry to hear about your miscarriage. It's so hard. Planning a big overseas trip does help a bit as a distraction. Yes I've got to see the colorectal surgeon because the gyno thinks he will need his assistance in getting all the endo out. So do you have embies that tested normal on pgd?
Killarneygirl congratulations and don't feel guilty posting about your success. We need to know that it does happen.
Hi Chiefsgirl, Leyshoja, Blonde, Winsor and everyone else.
AFM, my emotional state is not good and i know it, so next week it's back to the counsellor, looking up a meditation course and trying to have a balanced life. Tuxcat it's not a good time for me to quit work outright but hopefully i can tone it down a bit after June. Til the end of June I have to do a bit of study but once that's over I'll be less stressed.