@Skyler I hope your appointment with the colorectal surgeon goes well today.
@Leisylou good luck with the sticks. You are a lot braver than me. I am too chicken to do them.
@Petal40 hopefully your emotion is a good sign. On one of my BFP cycles I was 5dp5t and I was on a bus. I pushed the button to get off and it didn't work. Rather than yell out to the driver for the next stop, I started crying. The driver looked at me in the mirror and asked if I wanted the next stop and I just nodded my head and started crying more. Looking back it was funny but at the time I just felt the whole world was against me.