I really really want to buy a house. I hate renting. I hate paying off a house for someone else to benefit from. I hate not being able to do what I want to do. And I hate that if I do ask for approval for anything it's just going to benefit them.
I keep coming back to our budget regularly just to see if there is anything I can do to save the deposit but I can't find anywhere I can cut back
I don't see it ever happening and that is depressing. Every time we do get a little bit saved something happens and we need to use it for something.
I live in hope that one day, some how we will get our own house.