Thanks so much for your lovely thoughts. It would be amazing if I could find a compatible live donor, Dh is going to have some tests done but I'm really focusing on looking at my dialysis options (their are two kinds ) and I've got an appt with the home care people during the school holidays. Then it's a matter of DH and I going through training so that we can hopefully manage my care here on the farm.
I can't go on the transplant list until I officially start treatment. But I'm hopeful that eventually I'll receive a kidney.
I won't lie, I still feel really sad but in a way, I've given a gift - knowing that I've got time to think and plan and prepare as best I can, prepare my family for the changes and challenges that are coming.
Thanks for being here especially because I'm just not ready to tell people yet.