I have found myself in a bit of a pickle.
My ex-husband and I split well over a year ago and I have been dating a lovely man for nearly a year now. I have two children to my previous marriage (4 & 2) and we are usually extremely careful but slipped up bad this month. I am on 8dpo and stressing. I am extremely tired which was my first symptoms from the last three pregnancies.
I think another child would fit into our family ok, I think I would learn to cope but I am worried about everything else. I am not divorced yet (pending paperwork), my boyfriend doesn't live with me, nor does he assist financially. We were attempting to take things extremely slowly and were aiming for 2017 to move in together and begin our lives so I could focus on the children starting school etc.
I feel like a ball full of anxiety and feel like I can't share it anywhere. I know the day I ovulate, I knew that this could happen unfortunately it was our first time having "alone" time in months due to my ex not being around for 3 months and we got caught up in the moment.
Wish I could just wave a magic wand and know for sure which direction we are heading.