As in drive you to the complete edge??????? I think I am actually going nuts and my parenting has gone completely down the drain! I am such a crap mum and that's not for pity I really am. I scream all day and as much as we don't hit in this house I have been rough with her lately because I am driven to this point where I just can't handle it anymore! I slapped her arm today because there was just nothing left in me.(she hurt the baby) We've tried everything! Naughty corners, rewards, banning blah blah blah ........She is such a smart girl but so so challenging! She has completely put me off having a 3rd as I am seriously at the end of my string here! She doesn't listen, she tells me where to go, she won't let the baby touch anything and is rough with her. I've caught her kneeing the 10month old in the head! This 3 nearly 4 year old is so so so hard. Why? What have I done so dam wrong🙉🙉🙉🙉
At the shops today I told her off as I was trying to listen to the lady at the post office and she kept saying I want this teddy I want this lolly I want this NOW and I didn't swear or hit her I just told her off and I was looked at like everyone was ready to report me. I was ripping my hair out from 6am but no let's look at this mum and make her feel like a crap mum!!!
I was called to kindy this week because she hit a girl and after she was told not to she went and did it again. They say her out of activities but she didn't care🙉🙉🙉🙉 yes we have good moments so not good days just moments but this is full on wow!!! I am not depressed I am not sad I don't have anxiety before anyone thinks to suggest these I just want to LOVE being a mum again because right now I seriously want to run away and hide! Hubby is SO not as supportive as I'd like but he's not bad either he works I don't so I can't argue to much can I 😓😓😓😓