Where do i start. Im a mum to 2 girls ages 5yrs and 4yrs and am currently 15weeks pregnant.
I have been suffering since january with severe anxiety/panic disorder.
I live in melbourne and all my family/friends live in qld. I do not get along with my inlaws and dh and i have been fighting alot!
I have been living in melbourne on and off (mostly on) for 8yrs now. The past week dh has been a complete psycho. He yells at me, calls me names, threatens me... I just cant cope anymore. I want to leave him and move back to qld with family but he has threatened to harm me if i do.
I spent majority of mothers day curled up in a ball crying. I took myself and my daughters out for breaky and then came home and spent the day cleaning ect.
Dh does nothing to help me. I have in recent months put on alot of weight to which dh makes known to myself and the world. I just dont know how to escape i dont want my daughters growing up around all this toxic hate!