I'm back at his unit now, before I left he woke up fully, my heart broke because he was trying to tell me something when he woke, he couldn't because of the tube down his throat. I kept having to tell him not to talk and just relax and the tube was coming out soon. He looked so desperate 😢 finally tube came out and he said there was something stuck in his throat, which the nurse said was just because he had the tube in and that it would settle.
He kept looking at me, he seemed like he understood what had happened and that I was there etc. think he felt better that I was there? I'm not sure.
I told him if he wants me to come back during the night then just tell the nurse to call me.
Don't think I'm going to get any sleep tonight anyway, even though I'm so exhausted 😥