I'm feeling so alone right now. Over the last couple of days we have miscarried our baby at about 4 weeks. We only knew we were pregnant for about a week but t still sucks. After 7 years and a 4 year old daughter together we got married on April 4th and then went away on our honeymoon. We found out last week that we were pregnant and were so excited about the honeymoon baby. And then we miscarried. I know life isn't perfect but this was so awesome. Married, honeymoon, baby. Exactly how we hoped it would be. And now I just feel empty and I am so lost. My hcg levels are now down to 2 and I passed everything in big clots so I'm almost done. Thankfully I've been told we don't really have to wait till we try again because I didn't need any medical assistance to pass everything so we can just let my body do its thing. But I'm still left with the idea that no matter what happens I'm still having to wait and fall pregnant again. And hope it sticks. I've been trying to be strong but today I don't even want to leave the bed.