Argh I just wrote the longest reply and it's disappeared! @keiko Very exciting about the faint line Did you test again this morning?
I totally understand about the torture that is the 2ww and the relief. I think its the lack of control over the situation, that is the bit that sends me the craziest I also find after I get a negative if I don't have the next treatment or step planned or booked in I totally lose it, If I even have an appointment with the FS after a negative I feel a little bit better. Its totally the lack of control thing for me which I believe is a little bit of my personality but maybe just a girl thing too. I usually save some money before my 2ww and totally treat myself. last time me and a friend spent a day wedding dress shopping in Brissy getting glammed up, I did another girl day lunch & pedicures, had a hair appointment & massage, I also seem to shop alot (lol) and cook. I try to plan things in advance so I'm busy and catch up with friends I don't get to see while I'm at work. Basically anything that makes my soul happy. I would also try to spend limited time on Dr Google and Social media for your well being. Apart from that its OK to lose it, we all lose it, and I believe this is one of the hardest things you/we will ever go through in life. I like to think it is a test and I like to think I am stronger for it and my relationship (its bloody hard!) I think if me and hubby can get through this we can do anything I also like to think it will make me a better mother and not to take things for granted. Fingers crossed for you, try and spend the rest of the wait full of things that make your soul happy xx @sarah1982 Good news on the scratch. Hopefully AF arrives soon and then f***'s off again for 10 months or so