Today is my angel baby Ella's12th birthday. My beautiful little girl was born so beautiful, so perfect but yet so still. With 10 little fingers and 10 little toes and such a cute little button nose. Although its been 12 years since she was stillborn and time has eased my pain a little my heart is still broken, broken into pieces that cant be put back together. I look at my earth ds and think how lucky I am that he is here with me but feel so upset that my little girl is not here with us. Upset that not all my kids are here with me to love and spoil.
Sorry everyone I just needed to get this out. Feeling pretty sad today.