I hope all is going well @emski72 and that you are PUPO soon :-)
Glad to hear you are out of hospital BIB and I hope you are taking it easy, no matter how hard it is!
@leyshoja that is a pain in the bum - how come they just can't seem to get it right and make things run smoothly for you? Very frustrating.
@tuxcat sounds like a plan, look forward to hearing what you decide to do after your appointments.
AFM I had a massive melt-down over a few days, ended up howling my eyes out for hours, and then lost it again when DH came home from work and cried for hours more. Totally grieving all over again for our lost babies and just cried and cried that my body failed me and couldn't keep our babies alive. I'm still finding it hard to come to terms with all the losses, especially seeing as there are protocols I could have tried to prevent the miscarriages but my doctor didn't know about them, or didn't bother with them. My heart is so broken.
Anyway, I went for my two day scan and had four follicles, two in each ovary. Wazza said that we can go ahead with the cycle and then stop if they don't grow properly or only one develops, not four. So I did start on 600i.u. of alternating Puregon and Menpaur - 300i.u. morning and night. I'm using Emla and ice and so far was doing OK - I just kept thinking that in three weeks, I could be pregnant and that is the hope that is driving me forward. However today I found out the my FSH and LH are high (FSH is 23 I think) so it doesn't look promising. I will keep going until my eight day scan and see what has happened. A year ago my FSH was 5 and nicely within range, so this has deteriorated badly from a year ago.
Has anyone else had positive results from a cycle with only four follicles and FSH over 20? I keep hoping that my follicles will respond, but I have no previous cycles to compare to? Is it all over before I've even begun?