quick one from me, AF arrived yesterday, not unexpected and Im fine. I think Im mostly resigned to none of this working anymore, Im just going through the motions to make sure I don't have any regrets. Not sure what the next step is.
I am planning to resign at work, I got back to work after my hospital stay and was given a grilling by my boss first thing about me having annual leave and not telling anyone ...umm you actually approved it not long ago. So it was the straw that broke the camels back. And I decided that I just can't do it anymore. I had been thinking a lot about it in hospital as my boss had barely replied to any of my messages and seemed so uninterested. So Im going to hand it to her the day I return from holidays and ruin her life even more!!!! Fruck them, its been a toxic environment for a while and I just don't need another frucked up thing in my life.
So Im contemplating whether to go back to RPA so we don't completely run our savings into nothing. After all the dramas with the IUI and infection and non response, Im wondering whether I just have a few more goes at RPA and hope for the best, they are essentially Genea after all so its not really any lesser of a clinic. If anyone has any advice on this please go for it!! The other option is to do one more cycle at IVFA and then go from there. The money does worry me if Im not working.
anyway I hope everyone is well.
Fudge I hope you are coping ok, sending you lots of love xxx