@Skyler I know what you mean about changing clinics, I have and still do feel weird about it, I knew all the nurses, felt comfortable with the clinic and its processes and its really convenient location wise. At the end of the day though, Im still not pregnant or have delivered a baby so it doesn't matter how strange or uncomfortable it is to start again somewhere else, if I didn't do it then I would always look back and wonder what if. Ive also come to realise this week that in some ways I was too comfortable there and because its cheap once you've forked out the first $1500 cycle, you just keep plugging away with the attitude that its not costing much anyway. Its easy to become a bit complacent with the whole thing. The new FS hasn't given me any more hope percentage wise than the others but the difference is she is willing to try different things and tick all the boxes as she says. This is why Im there, and the fact that theres no waiting for clinic appointments is really precious too, we can just crack on with it using a different approach each time if necessary and I have access to her at any time, unlike RPA. So don't worry, its your life and you have to be satisfied that you've tried everything before calling it quits.
thanks @Chiefsgirl, I kind of like to stay a little in the dark about levels etc as I trust the FS knows what she is doing and since I haven't done this protocol before, I really have been just comparing it to other cycles which is obviously not going to be the same thing. you girls have made me feel much more positive so fingers crossed. I just get stressed about only having one egg, as Ive been there before and its extra stressful that it will get to transfer. Im excited for you about Hawaii !! It must be pretty exciting to think theres such a greater chance of a pregnancy, I cant imagine how that feels still being in the 5% club just trying not to focus on the percentages..
hi to all the girls