Sorry i haven't checked in. It has been a pretty awful week.
I had transfer of 2x 5d embies on Monday. One had thawed at 100% and one at 80%.
Went home Monday night to an absolute sh** fight. My DH has 2 DDs (12 and 14) from his first marriage that have lived with us. They have spent the last 6 years creating drama, lying, cheating, stealing from each other and just fight over everything. I mean EVERYTHING. It is all about them. ..if it isn't then they create a drama to make sure it is.
Anyway they started again on Monday night, ending up with them both screaming in my face about how i can't tell them what to do. DH backed them. something inside me broke. I just said i can't do this anymore. I can't live with them. So he packed them up and they are now all staying with his parents.
Good part- i come home to absolute peace for the first time in years. Bad part - i am totally positive there is no way this transfer could have worked. I am just too stressed. So here i am in my 2ww not sure exactly of what my future brings now.
Oh and just for good measure it is the due date of our baby Lewis next Friday. A pregnant colleague goes on maternity leave after that day. So they are throwing her a baby shower. ..knowing it is the date i was due to deliver my child that was still born. When i mentioned that maybe another day might be better i was told "don't worry it will be your turn one day"
Have you ever had days where you don't like people very much? That is my week. ..