Look after yourself leyshoja, that sounds scary what you're experiencing. Are you going to have a break in between things with SA if this one doesn't work? It sounds like you might need one. I recently bought a hypnotherapy mp4 from a guy Russell Davis at the fertile mind site and i listen to it in bed before going to sleep at night. Maybe you could try something like this to calm yourself down? Theres a few versions, but I find it really relaxing and its also just taking some time out to focus on your health. take care, your health is number one remember.
Bongley wow so much going on, it all sounds complex. Can you just sit on your decision making for a week or 2 and keep the other lady posted in NZ? Sometimes feeling the pressure in making the actual decision is what tips us over the edge, Ive felt that way with changing clinics, feeling stressed about if we have to go back to RPA thru lack of money. Take your time and try to breathe through it all !! And as leyshoja wise woman said.. whatever decision you make will be the right one. Hope you are feeling better today tho.
Blonde - Ive had some headaches, but Im trying to eat really really well, and focus on nourishing my body with lots of protein, veggies and fruit (not to mention dark chocolate) and so I think thats helping. Otherwise no other side effects.