@Bongley yeah in some ways you want them to find something so that you have a "reason" for all the bad luck, but at the same time Im well aware that long term risks of that protocol have not been established so would rather not pump copious amounts of other drugs than I have to. I just have to keep reminding myself that this is worth while trying some other things and hope that it works out. Im kind of intrigued about whether ICSI will have any different effect even tho theres no known issues with DH.
Good luck with your meet up, I would be nervous too, I think thats normal. Im sure once you've broken the ice with people it will be fine...and if not then just resort to wild drunken behaviour complete with all kinds of bad jokes and c bombs!
@leyshoja thats really bad about the lack of response. I think you know when its time to move clinics, and it sounds like the time is now. These people just don't get what its like to be in our shoes, going through all the crxp we go through to be treated like that. Try not to stress out about it tho as Blonde said, its not worth your energy.