Bongley this last failed FET has farked with my head a lot too. Mostly because the reality of it never working has hit me big time. Until now, having had that cgh normal embie, I thought I would get another normal eventually, but now I think it's unlikely.
Yes ladies, the natural vs ivf route. Well I regret not trying earlier either way but things just did not pan out in other areas of my life in time. A big reason why ivf was the way to go is because one of my tubes is blocked. Even still I have conceived naturally once. I hope I have one of those late natural miracles long after I've given up hope. There's one of those happening on another thread right now if you ladies are looking for inspiration. It's the thread titled '43 single' (or something like that) Love those stories.
Feel like cr@p. Heavy, super painful period as per usual with horrid endo. The pain is like an extra kick in the teeth after the BFN. Rang the clinic today to tell the nurses I'm not bothering with my blood test because I know the answer and I can't stand that final negative phone call. That's one bit of pain I can spare myself. Did not really hit the bottle last night as the last glimmer of hope was only really extinguished when af ratcheted up to her most brutal level this morning. Swap you for the light one day period any day Leisylou. Just opened a merlot.
Shall check out tuxedo cats online Tuxcat. My kitty is mainly white with a black robin mask (as in batman and robin) and other black markings. I never would have chosen that pattern, he chose me and he's the best cat I've ever had! A real lap cat which I've been waiting my whole life for!
Leyshoja you could transfer the embie elsewhere for a natural cycle but might be a pain for you when you are planning SA anyway.
Good luck on your health kicks MaxKat and Lesiylou.
Hope you had a good lunch Blonde and maybe a tipple?!